and i know what got me through my depression a few years back was a goal. the desire to be something, to do a certain thing, and to thrive for that thing were what drove me out of that constant loop of self loath. my insecurity devoured me whole 2 years ago, and day by day, I've been trying to stand right back on my own two feet (and for the record, i guess, for the first time).
but now... i lost it, i lost my vision.
being alone is the implication of being unloved. and being alone is equivalent to me having no existence. so...
i just wish that i could find someone who could love me unconditionally. but who would... when my own parents don't.
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