in 2019, i got my heart totaled 3 times. it was fatal. in 2020, i tried to mend my wounds and get back up.
what i didn't realize is that it impacted my sense of self. a mental wound, turns out, could do so much to your perspectives--about life, about self.
in 2020 i reinvented a self that was once broken in pieces. but that self... was so much in the "beginning stages". i had to reinvent my core values, my aspirations/life goals, my view towards relationship, my view towards self love. i became new, but at the same time, raw.
and transition is a big theme for me in 2021. both internally and externally. me, who now doesn't quite know what i want to do, what i want to be, what i can do, and what i am--is forced to take baby steps all over again, navigating a transition that is just so unfamiliar, sometimes unwelcoming.
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it was an adventure. harsh, yet thrilling.
but this phase has to end. it's time to level up.
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who are YOU?
what do YOU want? --to do, to be, to be with.
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