ariska, part 2

seeing life through a pigeonhole should be a crime, but that's what i'm doing right now. there's so much that i miss, so much that i can't see. where, should i go, should i see? how, do i get there?

i guess it's all about chopping some wood, it's all about making the commitment to widen that hole with consistent effort. in order to be able to see and understand what is going on beyond these four walls, in order to belong.

i'm happy to say that beneath all that, i feel so secure. i have mended my bond with my family. and now i don't feel so stormy anymore, actually, i feel so loved. a part of me that was so wounded isn't as wounded anymore. i'm at peace and i'm so grateful for this blessing.

yet this is not the end.

i am not chained anymore by my past experiences. i'm free to go now to wherever i want to go. but where? but how? 

the first step is to see, then to understand, then to take action. or you can do it all at the same time.

just make the move.

don't look for ways to circumvent. don't delay your journey ever again. you know deep down in your heart that this is the perfect time to make it. you're gonna make it.

work through your fears. be the cool person in your life, be your own prince charming, be that one person that's always gonna push yourself to be the best version that you can be.

be cool!

or you can seek help from a wise person that you can trust. this is also a power move.

you've healed enough. you've let go enough. now let's go for a sequel. this is gonna be a whole lot different than your usual life, isn't it? this is gonna be a whole different journey, and you're so up for it, aren't you!