Eyy&Est

instead of telling me how to dress or how skinny/fat i should be, tell me how to be a decent human, tell me how to be useful to the society.

i'm not buying into that "my looks should appeal to men in order to get married" shits. i don't care. i'm wearing my sweater to wherever i please, i'm not going to wear jewelries in order to impress some boy i don't even care. i'll doll up for me to look good in front of the mirror, to gain myself some confidence, whenever i please.

what good will it come? marriage? pfft. so these days i should pretend to be someone else to bear some man's sons and daughters? um, excuse you. i won't ever let someone sees me for something i'm not. let me love myself goddammit. relationship/future marriage status don't define me.

don't ever again tell me to starve myself at night, to bleach myself, to wear certain clothes i don't like, to not wear something bcs it's making me look fat, to tell me i don't matter because i'm not pretty. beauty isn't the price a woman must have to exist in this world, so suck up.

DO tell me how to focus on my goal, tell me how to get over anxiety, tell me how to work hard, tell me how to love other people as well as myself, tell me how to be brave, tell me how to be vocal. criticize my way of thinking, share opinions with me, look at me as your partner and not your """woman""".

i'm not ever going to be someone else to be "somebody's woman". not now, not ever.

i'm gonna be myself, for myself, and my own belief.