adult!

Everyone knows this, but I think the hardest part about being an adult is that you don't have a textbook on how your life should go. You don't have anyone that will keep you accountable, telling you this guarantees your success and that doesn't--because everyone is going through their own path which is unique to themselves.

I don't know where I want to go from here.

It's like I'm building myself again from the ground up. And as much as I'm grateful about the (pseudo?)security that I have around me right now, I'm still afraid of the future, of what's to come.

Not many people have figured it all out in life, and yet they still make do. To be very honest, when I was younger I always thought I would be the kind of person who would kind of figure out what I want to do, who would live my highest potential or whatever it is. But well... Do I have to start to make compromise now? :")

I think I won't have to figure it out. And I think it will be okay anyway.

The only thing that matters is following what I think is right, which is taking care of myself: mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, intellectually. I think once I start taking little steps towards these aspects, my life would get more decent.

And I'm very grateful of what I have, no matter what. I just need to start taking care of them all, that's all. :)