I mean, of course I can break through. I just need a little effort, that's all.
When I was younger I like to put label on things. Like am I doing well in life or am I failing? Like what am I, what are the traits that make me who I am, and are those traits likeable?
Shit. It's been bugging me lately. It's not supposed to be that way. I'm not supposed to live inside a box that I make for myself, no matter how comfortable it may be.
What I am right now is enough, and I can succeed with whatever I have in me right now. No matter what it is.
Why do I need to label myself as courageous? I simply just do anything I have to get done, focusing on the right thing. Why do I need to label myself as kind? I simply just want to make my loved ones feel comfortable in my presence. And etc, you know the drill.
Courageous, kind, pretty, overweight--all these adjectives that I can think of off the top of my head that I think defines who I am; these words are not enough. Not even close. NOT EVEN CLOSE.
There are a lot of things that I haven't found out about myself. Maybe I'm adventurous, or lethargic at some point, or talkative, or shy around some people, or shameless, or anything. Honestly? Who cares.
The only adjective I want to describe what I am is authentic.
Living day to day authentic to myself, my goals, my values. That, and only that, is exactly what I want to embody.
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