what do they feel, when they have to come out of their shell a little bit? what do they feel, when they've been traumatized and now are forced to face the same exact thing?
do they feel afraid, scared, or anything resembling that feeling? do they feel nervous, anxious?
because i just can't feel okay with that. i can't get over this intrusive thought that keeps circling around in my head: what if i can't do it, what if they won't listen, what if i'm not enough, what if i fail?
and i really don't know what to do. the only thing to do is not to hear it, to be brave and just do it. but shit, shit shit shit.
i just don't know if i can do it.
can i?
i need a dash of confidence, that some day i can... and i will...
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