WOW

yesterday was a... blessing.

"you can help yourself by helping others" i guess that quote really does have a meaning, unlike thousands of the likes that was just mere said by love-fools? hehe. this world sure has a funny way to keep you walking on the right track, perhaps?

and it's like killing two birds with one stone.

i love children. i want to be able to teach. i want to be of help. and now i just can't help but smiling. hehe. see? i'm smiling.

hey, i'm finally getting out of my comfort zone! i'm finally out there, doing something i have never done, to people i have never met, trying to achieve something i'm not even familiar with. i'm afraid, i'm nervous. how will things turn out? well i'm awkward, after all, what do you expect? but then, when i think about it, no, i'm mostly excited than nervous. like, look. meeting a bunch of cute 12 year-olds, how fun is that? and now having better chance to get acquainted with the other people in charge--like wow? how cool is that?

besides, on top of all that, have you ever thought about the purity of one child's mind? they're unbelievable. if there are things i most like about kids, it will be their ability to imagine as much as they want, to dream the most ridiculous dreams, to depict the funniest scenario, or even to say things that aren't likely to be said by adults. and... ehm, when all people around me are struggling with their "love" for the opposite gender; kids have the ability to find love even in the most unpredictable, hopeless place.

i guess it's needless to say that in my opinion, kids are amazing. look how they play it coy when they first meet you? well i met this one girl who was reaalllyyy quite and shy, i hope we can be friends later :D hmmm and there was this one kid who really, really, really surely left me in awe. when everybody said their dreams were to be doctors, or teachers, or pilots; she wanted to make her parents proud. she is struggling in a harsh situation right now yet still being extra positive about everything. she's even cheerful, playful, and maybe smart too. oh my god, how i wish i were like here years ago. maybe things would all be better now. she was so amazing.

anyway, it's a wrap. thank you, and i will try hard, really hard to give them cute kids the best i can do.