is it too late now to say sorry?

this is insane. i have tons of goals i need to fulfill every day, i need to work on stuffs, i need to read tons of pages--but still can't get it out of my head. that thing i recklessly allowed to live in me, now it won't get out.

it's you.

AND IT'S BURNING.

it's not the butterflies, more like the disappointment? more like the feeling to come to you and say "hey, i think we have some business we need to get over with.. fancy a cuppa?"

and talk, and talk, and talk. talk the deep talk.

and then i would say sorry for everything.

and then everything would be normal again.