i may seem weak on the outside, but even so, i guess i have endured things slightly bigger than what i appear to. i've been cheated, and bullied, and misunderstood, and ignored, and alone. i have failed a thousand times. i stand up, and fail. i work hard, and the next thing i know, i'm on my knees again; i fall down. i have cried silently numerous times. i've been not okay. sometimes i feel like i shouldn't even try, i wouldn't do well anyway. there are voices that scream, "just give up"
there are times where i agree to those body-less voices. maybe i should just, i don't know, let it go? like what other people do: let it go, let it flow?
but it's not worth it, isn't it?
if i give up, i might as well just die.
letting it go, letting it flow; what am i, a frikkin corpse?
i can do this. i don't know how long this will go, this cycle of failing and standing. but i'm looking forward to it: it's either i succeed, or i die.
laa tahzan innallaha ma'ana
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