Eyy&Est

maybe a--not--so--?\ \

/ / i n t e r m e z z o / /

ia benci mengakuinya.

tapi mungkin ia pernah tenggelam;

pada sepasang manik kelam tak berdasar,

yang merupakan matamu.

tenggelam;

dan jatuh;

jatuh;

ia biarkan dirinya jatuh;

padamu.

adamu.

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honey, I don't need you to be around for I would even heartily trash away my five senses just to utterly fall for (this complete pitch black hole I call) you. 

dove, I would be beyond delighted to let this flawed conscience rot away and die.

on this dirty, dark soil, my presence must be truly honored just by carefully caressing your existence.

and you, Sire of my heart, you don't even know.

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she lied, she's not that strong. she wants all of this to stop. and you, sir, to begone.

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adamu masih tersisip di antara melodinya;

berdansa dengan nadanya.

sejak--

ah,

sampai kapan?

betapa ia berharap akan

kefanaan;

bahwa kau hanyalah sebuah intermezzo;

interlude dalam hidupnya;

sebuah jeda.

ia benci mengakuinya;

tapi mungkin ia pernah tenggelam.

/ / k a t a o m o i / /

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i hate how the first """""poem"""" don't even have a, like, musical analogy but the second one does. but i'm actually already quite content with it so..

about, you guessed it, kataomoi--unrequited love.

kataomoi is actually a japanese word for unrequited love and idk that word is just the cutest and prettiest "unrequited love" can ever be, so i put it there. i really like that word. it gives off positive and cheerful vibe while the meaning itself doesn't as much.. :-)