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i think, ris, what you need to do is just to flow with it and just accept it? like, don't decline the fact that you are it, don't get away again. i think the first step is to be more open to yourself?

i am a novice at everything, but will always try to do better.

i suck, but i will try.

i won't stop in the middle because losing to myself is the worst.

i am beautiful. even with the fat, or everything else.

i like arts.

i want to paint; and i can.

i want to do music; and i can.

i want to cook; and i can.

i can talk to my parents about this.

i like him so much, maybe too much. i'll control this feeling.

i am not my brother. i'm not ever, ever, going to follow him ever again.

my parents love me. i don't have to do it like him to be accepted.

i am my own person.

the cheeziness is way too overwhelming lol but the last sentence says that i am my own person so im gon post it anyway!!!!!

CHEERS TO FREEDOM (apaan si)