BLAME MY A.D.D.!

So, it's (not entirely) official that I have ADD, an abbreviation for Attention Deficit Disorder--though, I have slight probability to have Hyperactivity problems as well. But anyhow... it's (halfway) official now that it's true that I find it hard to concentrate and stay focused, and now, well I'm supposed to do something way more 'useful' than doing this, but you see... blame my ADD. I was actually really doing it, but then I saw this notebook, and I remembered my blog, and this tickling feeling that urged my fingers to type something stupid like this.... Haha. Ha. Ha.

It kinda sucks bearing the ADD, okay? Or even worse, maybe, ADHD, like Ryan Higa... wait, no... not really. Well you got my point. It's hard to concentrate on studying, even playing, even watching movies. I find it damn hard, and yeah it sucks, sometimes. Maybe it's the reason why I have never been number one in everything... HAHAHA just kidding, but seriously. It's haaaaaaard! You're doing this, and then BAM! There's a One Direction's song played on TV, well, hardcore directioners (or ADD directioners, sadly) can't help but sing along... and put off everything they are supposed to do. Hah! Personal experience.

Maybe you, a person who lives happily ever after in a fairy world which has NO ADD sickness (I call it sickness, don't protest) is able to study 5 hours non stop without any distraction from within. But ME! Hell yeah! Talk to my hand, sucker!.... That's rude though... blame my ADD.

Anyhow... maybe I should take pills, you know, to reduce the symptoms; Ryan Higa does that too... actually I just want to copy him. I have a crush on him... and soul mates, they have many things in common so yeah... Maybe I should... or not, soul mates are completing each other right? So if he takes pills, and I don't, we'll complete each other, just like 2 pieces of puzzle that are meant to be. Aha. Pretty clever, aren't I? :">

Well, mother nature just called me. So adios bitchos... that's rude though... blame my ADD.

P.S. But I still have next year right? FIGHTING!!!! Gak bakal mau nyia-nyiain lagi, ini gagal yang terakhir kalinya. :)
P.P.S. Blame my A.D.D. is a song by Ryan Higa hohoho
P.P.P.S. I just took an online A.D.H.D. test, that's how I know that I (a little bit not officially) have A.D.D.. Here's my result: