Have you ever felt like running away? You're not frustrated, bored, tired, but you just do feel like escaping. I don't know about you, but I have--in fact, I am now feeling that way. It's weird, it's like you're trapped under a fine circumstance; you don't know what's happened to you or to anyone, you just feel like it. You know, I DO want to go somewhere unexpected, somewhere far away, where I can be lonely, without feeling miserable; where I can be myself without feeling weird. I need to find my base.
Because lately, I haven't been myself. Okay, I laugh, I smile, but it's like I'm faking it. No, I'm not faking it, but you know that funny feeling that occurs to you when you're happy? Well, that funny feeling goes right away, immediately after I finish laughing or smiling. What's happened?
I need to find my old self... That girl who will have no pain in the neck at all no matter what. That girl who is so short people often mistake her for a middle-school-er. Haaaa!
Now, really, if anyone could just give me a flight to England, I'd be heartily delighted.
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